Can this be considered cruelty?

I'm fairly certain that I blogged before about the lack of enthusiasm and interest I am having in this semester. Can I just say that the events of today are not helping my enthusiasm in this semester.

This is really not fair. Really.

That about sums up my mood for today. And I even woke up with an optimistic feeling in my heart. I really wanted to be optimistic about today. And I just can't. I can't be optimistic, I can't be happy when I have a sinking feeling of impending doom. A sinking feeling of dread, and misery and all that I really want to do is forget there is a test in the next class. I really just want to go home and face this crappy weekend head on. Face the rest of my crappy day head on. But there is nothing I can do to change what is coming, so I will try to face the rest of my day with a smile on my face and a little bit of optimism.

Any words of wisdom, or words of encouragement anyone wants to throw my way would be greatly appreciated. Cause right now, I got nothin'.

The End of the Semester Blues

I Hate this semester.

It feels like somewhere in February, someone pressed the Slow-Motion button.

I woke up today, excited because it was thursday. excited because this week was almost over and it was one week closer to finals. I showered and got dressed all the time thinking "YAY THURSDAY" and then I looked at the clock in the kitchen. the one that said it was fifty-eight degrees, seven o'clock in the morning on TUESDAY may 11. Yes that is what it said, Tuesday. for about 5 seconds i thought, well that must not be right. until i remembered that yesterday was Monday. so Yes today is tuesday.

Tuesday is probably my least favorite day of the week. well, and monday of course.

So right now I am waiting to go to the class I hate with unnamed putz teacher who NEVER shuts up about irrelevant nonsense. NO Mr. I don't care that you were once in a punk band that traveled Europe, I don't care that you drove the bus. I also don't care how well you play guitar, or how great at writing songs you are. I don't care that you knocked up your Fiancee and will soon be ruining the life of a child. I don't care about your political views, or your dislike for whatever you are in the mood for disliking. I also Really don't care that you went to college for most of your life and you think you are gods gift to us. I am here to learn World Civilizations. Not ALL ABOUT YOU!

So in the spirit of "Looking on the Bright-side" I am looking forward to June. To Summer, to this semester being over. but more immediately I am looking forward to 2:00, when I will no longer have to be in class today. When the day will be edging closer to tomorrow, which by the way is one day closer to thursday. and one day closer to the end of this crappy semester.